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婚後感言

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 09:26:58 GMT

真的是時候要寫一篇婚後感言﹐雖然真的有太多太多事情等著要去辦﹐但是我怕我再不寫﹐就真的太遲太遲。

現在我的感覺很特別﹐因為婚禮那天好像已經是很久很久的事﹐但是我依然有很多很多的話想說。

說到這裡﹐真的想哭﹐我說婚禮好像已經過了很久﹐是因為每天有太多的事情﹐忙得我好像過了幾個年頭。就是因為太忙﹐所以未能好好享受那婚後的甜蜜﹐也沒有時間將心裡的千言萬語跟你們好好的說﹐將我們的感受一一去分享。朋友們﹐你們可以為我將感受好好的保存﹐讓我找一晚跟你們對坐﹐暢談到天亮嗎﹖

說到忙﹐其實我真的很不喜歡現在的生活﹐也很悔恨結婚之後的三星期就這樣白白溜走了。結婚後的星期一就要上班上課的日子真的很好笑﹐課還是連續的兩星期也是上五天。現在還要準備考試﹐究竟我在什麼時候才可以休息一下呢﹖我是真的很想放假﹐很想很想見你們﹐很想很想去看恩的 BB。

明明是婚後感言﹐為什麼越說越無奈﹐還是換個心境﹐讓我回憶三星期前的事情說一些很想跟你們說的話。

首先真的是十萬個感激。想起當天一個又一個的賓客﹐全都來分享我跟 Louis 的喜悅﹐我突然發現﹐原來疼愛我們的人有這麼多這麼多﹐我是真的很感動你們都來了﹗
特別是當我步入教堂的時候﹐我看到比我想象中更多的人﹐而且有不少朋友更是從來都沒有告訴過我就靜靜地來了﹐我是真的很感激﹗從你們的眼神裡我感受到你們每一個從心裡發出來的祝福。你們知道嗎﹐當我在你們身邊走過的時候﹐其實我已經熱淚盈眶﹐那種感動﹐是我一生從沒有感受過的。
對不起﹐雖然我當晚有太多的話想跟你們說﹐但我卻沒有太多的時間向你們每一個都說很多話。不過﹐當我見到你們都在那裡分享我人生重要的一刻時﹐我的欣喜﹐我對你們的感謝以及一切大家想表達的﹐仿彿都已經盡在不言中。
你們對我跟 Louis 的寵愛﹐除了使我感激萬分外﹐也讓我因為 Louis這個老公而感到驕傲﹐我明白當晚要有15圍 x 12人 = 180個我跟 Louis 的朋友﹐0%的放飛機率﹐實在不會因為我們是大明星﹐而是因為你們都喜歡我們吧。我相信你們喜歡 Louis 一定有你們的原因﹐而我就因為找到了一個如此善良的人而感到十分幸福。
當天晚上﹐你們覺得我漂亮嗎﹖其實我覺得我跟你們照的相片太少了﹐不過﹐我希望我當天的美麗可以永遠留在你們心裡﹐不是那外表的美﹐而是因為愛而散發出來的美。希望你們記得愛的美﹐記得人生的美。
你們給我們的每一句祝福﹐送給我們的每一份禮物﹐為我們的婚禮做的每一件事﹐我這一輩子都不會忘記﹐這一切將會是我一生最美的回憶。
告訴你們一個秘密﹐其實婚姻對於我來說不重要﹐重要的是婚姻背後所代表的愛與承諾﹐犧牲與包容。只要有愛﹐結婚與否不重要﹐不結婚也可以一生一世﹔如果沒有愛﹐承諾了一生一世又如何。我之所以選擇結婚﹐是因為我希望我愛的人會因為我們彼此建立的一個家而感到溫暖和幸福。
願你們每一個都溫暖和幸福﹗

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 03:29:31 GMT

I haven't written anything on my xanga for some time. Suddenly I would like to put this lyrics here since I really like this song. Haha... I feel that I become young by putting the lyrics here coz when we were young, we all have some years that we liked to copy lyrics...

But the lyrics are really meaningful.. especially to Andy Lau I guess. Seems he is singing this to Miss Chu. I actually really appreciate what Miss Chu has sacrificed for Andy Lau. Throughout the years, she has been standing behind him and supporting him. May I send them my best wishes to them here. I hope the press can give both of them some room for breathing.

I hope I can be a wife who is as wonderful as Miss Chu. I hope I can support my love with all my heart without asking for return.

作曲:伍樂城
填詞:林夕
編曲:伍樂城 @ Baron Pro/Adam Lee
監制:陳德建/伍樂城 @ Baron Pro

難自私愛應多包容不滿意
才情愿就你坐我不愛的家私
年月摩擦仍磨亮戒指大概要愛的夠睿智
延續那甜言蜜語卻非當年那小子

幸福在坦率中進化淚水用體諒練成茶
隨年華同步挽手跨堤壩
未靠鮮花萬打裝飾這頭家
日見夜見不減牽掛全為在乎大家
刺激歲月始終需要升華
長途伴侶行到這里甚麼都不怕

難自欺那燈火式轟烈想更美
全憑平淡處亦以戀愛愛知己
情像筷子連塵亦夾起若有意見不要動氣
承受我如承受你細水洗靜了金禧

Monday, May 11, 2009

Mon, 11 May 2009 00:57:23 GMT

Seems to be such a long long long weekend for me... Long, and happy.

Long because of the many occassions; happy because of the occasions which are all celebrations.

I don't know why, I still always remember what my adult student Peter told me. He is obviously so much more experienced than me in the topics of life and once he said, "in this stage of your life, you will receive a lot of red bombs and this is what you should always be happy about. In the next stage of life, you will then receive another kind of envelop that you never want to recieve again...Life is with stages."

Here in this stage of my life, it is really full of celebrations and joy. I guess 20 to 40 is the golden period of life where lots of celebrations are in every month, every year. I am touched and feel truely happy for my two best friends, one who has "call to the bar" on Saturday and the other one has got married on Sunday. They are both going onto a new page of their life, in career or in relationship. I just feel too happy for them, as I know both of them is having a wonderful life, getting what they want. For Candy, I really feel how much she loves her husband and what most profoundly moves me is that I know she will be happy ever after like the princess in the fairy tale under love and bliss.

My dear friends, I am proud of you. Be brave on the new page of life. I am always with you to support you.

Difference

Tue, 28 Apr 2009 04:22:47 GMT

If I am talking about the word difference, what will you think of? Do you like being different or just staying in the norm?

I believe some people are trying too hard to be different (outstanding) and some people are trying too hard to be the same as others (follow trend).

We are actually born to be different and we are actually destinated to have a different life every day. Why trying so hard to show the others that I am different or why trying so hard to follow the trend?

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 08:03:52 GMT

Really very seldom write xanga now... But I will never give this up!! Friends, I would like to know who are still reading my xanga? If you do, please send me a message here so that I know you are reading! OK ma????

By the way, let me update you my life here.

I have now changed job. I work in a company called Intrinsic, who does overseas internship and work and travel program for students. It's a good place to work since my colleagues are nice. The best is that the company gives us a lot of freedom to think about our own marketing campaign!!!

The best of the best is that, I don't need to be forced to OT. Not like the life of AA that OT is a compulsory no matter you have a lot of work or not..

I will say, I am having the one of the best time of my life now... SO HAPPIE!!!

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 03:52:32 GMT

我平均一個月都有寫一次XANGA﹐如像現在比較有空的時候就可以寫多一些。不過﹐相信明天起就不會這樣有空了。因為明天要上新的工作了。

放了接近半個月的假﹐不知為什麼總是覺得很短暫的。。。

剛剛和一個舊朋友聯絡﹐他寫了一遍很長的 FACEBOOK MESSAGE 給我。突然﹐我領悟到“沒有開始就沒有結束”這個道理﹐曾經觸碰但沒有相依的感覺到現在還是教人回味。

Friday, January 02, 2009

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 06:47:19 GMT

I was reading the xanga of a guy who was getting married. I realized that men really grow up when they have their own family... same as mine.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 14:11:00 GMT

I had been so proud that I didn't change much throughout the years. I had always been so proud that I was still the Carmen before - cheerful, outgoing, pure and full of passion of life.

These days, I realize how much I have changed after I met him. I am still the one who follows the message of God to have passion for life and to love the others, but I reckon I am not as outgoing as before.

Maybe I am old. Maybe I am tired because of work. Or maybe it's because of him.

I don't know whether my change is good or bad. In my own value system, to be outgoing is better. But I don't really have a slice feeling of sadness even I know I am less outgoing than before. Or maybe, I am even happier than before coz I have him in my life.

So what's wrong with the changes? I don't mind how much my friends miss me. I don't mind how many photos I take with my friends. I don't care how many messages are left on my facebook. My friend, all I care is how big you smile when I see you on the photos; how much love I can bring you to when you need me. Although I may talk less, although I may hang out less, my love to you all never become less.

I love you all.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 01:12:42 GMT

只想快點離開這個鬼地方...

還有這麼久....還有兩個月....

Monday, September 29, 2008

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 22:05:58 GMT

Just realized that one of my good friends in secondary school who studied in the US is going to have her wedding banquet in Four Seasons Hotel.

I have another friend who had his wedding in that hotel, but he is a developer and a trillionnair I guess.

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